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I love you like...

I love you fiercely
Like afternoon winds that 
Toss the almond dust,
Tear palm branches and 
Send them crashing onto Robertson Boulevard,

Just the way we kissed the last day I saw you
Before your flight
Hungry
Never close enough.

I love you patiently

As a tree expands
Enlarging its circumference,
Adding cells upon cells,
In silence and slow,
Only after the sun has moved from equinox to equinox,

Just the way I tried to refocus your jagged, anxious thoughts
With our lips.
In quiet kisses,
Now. Here.
Here again.
Stray and return.
Stray and return.

Come back to our breathing together as the afternoon light slips across the leaves outside our window.

The trees breathe.
We breathe.



4/10/19

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